The upside down of everything

There is just the moment there it is gone gone like every darn thing
Gone like the rain that fell yesterday gone like the swift scent of rose
You are gone and I cannot find you anywhere not in the dreamtime
You in the waking moments your quietness alludes me your silence
you must be standing in the dark corner of the room hiding from me
your son jumped out of the car frantic to hug his uncle your image
looks like you walks like you is tall like you but not you at all for you
were unique and you belonged in the future and the past but not now
it that why you felt the room permanently left the room left the house
left the planet  you left everything with me your heart song breathe
I look up at the evening sky searching for you and I know I will find
you somewhere between the night and morning light I will find you
but God I miss you here and your son misses you here and I ask when
when will all these broken hearts mend again and when will we meet