Searing Pain

Sunday July 27th 2014....... 10 am

Sheila violates her own law
and the law of the sacred law.....six days work...seven
seven put your feet up and rest go to church say prayer
and read the bible have tea and sing praises to the one

Sunday July 27th 2014...11am

Another crafty woman has beguiled my silly husband
In my sorrow I rent a heavy duty machine  to kill pain
While he goes to her house on Sunday I pay penance
Sheila you are so blind as your name suggests in time


Sunday July 27th 2014 .....2pm

Put down brush cutter with heavy blade and take off
harness metal of chest salal berries saved, very happy

Monday July  28th....7am

Getting out of bed impossible

Tuesday July  29th.......every minute

How can this be I danced at the tree of life
Now I move a hare's breath and searing pain
takes my breath away and bring tears to my eyes


Thursday 31st July... I am sixty three

Happy Birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
I was born in the zoo
With the monkeys and
the donkeys.....happy
birthday to me

I am a nine this year

husband calls ambulance

"My wife has been screaming in pain four days"

The cat jumps on the bed in front of strangers
massages my head and cleans my hair three
professionals look on and ask if I am a cat

I am a cat and it is my 9th birthday in small
years if I add them numbers together I am
A nine and nine is the hermit going within
I cannot move

I could be in Gaza ..
pain searing soul wreaking......
brain sucking anger screaming
 sorrow why why why
who is to blame ?

 Pilon Tool your stupid painted
wife manager you forgot to
 tell me.....your rental is lethal

Wednesday August 6th 11 am

Transported by the angels of sweet mercy
Denman Ambulance
Edi is there and I am safe....
she is the mother of mothers........
Each Paramedic I meet is gracious beyond description..
I am leaving my island I only see the top of the trees
Dr. Luke ( well named) orders a shot of morphine