I forget

The shape of my uniform where I dressed
 memories of not remembering haunt me
That time so traumatic that I forgot it all


Freedom of the city what does it mean now
when I can never return and it is lost to me
the dream of yesterday will not be dreamt


no let it go let it go let it close it up seal it
otherwise you heart will give out and you
will die and miss out on all the joys of here


Let it go now

No glory in remembering how awful it was